Erected Woes

She thought to forge a journey to the desert to find it all. To find things, answers. To become lovers with the inner nature of the self. Before the journey could begin, someone else found her, and she let fastidious aspects of love materialize. Then another found her, she found one, and she found the selves she could manipulate into her own, without sacrificing the materialism that the temperamental anti- lush would not offer her. She ran, she praised, she basked, and she sacrificed. All in the name of contradiction. Despising the identifying contradictions in those who would not allow to be found by her. And in turn, contradicting the disdain that she had wrote off as invaluable and redundant. A walking crippled. A lover fueled by the most mishandled emotion of passion that is hate. The desert will not tolerate ice.

Shame on you!

Money talks... LGBT Californians need to show those companies who Supported Prop 8 That Pink money is important. BOYCOTT any company that has demonstrated Hate toward Gay or endorsed or financed "Yes on Prop 8". Companies on this list also include those which have an major owner or partner who is a member of the Mormon Church because of the Mormon Church's finance of Prop 8. Also included in this list are other groups that have traditionally been against LGBT equality. It is the position of this group that all groups not only the ones which enabled hate to be written into our constitution be admitted to this group. At the bottom of this page are links directly to those who were specific in Prop 8 hate.
BOYCOTT these endorsers of Prop 8

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Best Tire and Automotive
Bott Radio Network
Boy's Republic
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Community West Mortgage
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Fetal Diagnostic Center
First Experiences Preschool
GFBB Benefits and Insurance
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H M S Capital
Hartman Construction of Home Services
The Law Offices of Jay W. Henderson, Ltd
Honda Car Repair
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MJ Baxter Drilling Company
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Justin A. March Associates, Inc.
Kerr Real Estate Advisors
Knapp Financial

The Un-crime

This place is dead. Existence could have only been a familiar concept in a foreign distance with an elusive, dangerous bridge. Destination could have been possible, perhaps destination was extremely possible, forces known, yet unmeasured to the radically simple and overt contradictory difficult. Nonetheless, this place is dead. Rotting away posed no threat, just as death poses no threat to fear, and, death. Never will this place bloom, or transition to a peak season, or endure stages of downpour and distress. No willing eye will so much as gaze upon it, curiosity will force the wonder elsewhere. Nothing is to be expected of a place that will not produce. There is emptiness here, a neutral medium of nothingness.

The Imitation Game

It is assumed through the nine objections of Turing's theory, that 'thinking' can only be used in a singular context, and in that same context that is not unique. Also, that 'thinking' suggests many emotional connotations, when in a theoretical concreted form of actuality, 'thinking' doesn't have to entail or possess those same connotations necessarily. However, the matter of 'thinking' does not diminish or serve as faulty if those connotations emerge and are seen fit as purposeful and real.

Tastes like Dorian Gray

What is this peculiar breed of human that identify with the liberal term, yet have such selective, conservative taste and aesthetics?
Equality for all! Yet, snub the under-educated and distasteful.
Hippie free love! But, your crazy, we could never participate in a non-committal relationship, unless we just don't care for one another.
Anti-religion, Christopher Hitchens reading atheists. Yet, the same group sits around discussing the "mythical" resurrection of Jesus Christ as children would the existence of Peter Pan and Captain Hook.
Technology loathing citizen! Yet, hippie free lovers are so open to communication to the most extreme means! Right??
Do these outlandish quirks call for a generation of self-induced seclusion? Refined taste and selective style, for an excuse to loath in loneliness. Taste so much more exquisite than the next; levels that can never hover near without a mighty clash. The evolution of humanity. Communication without effort, communication without community. No relations. Singled out and exclusive. Love as an -ology.
Even the mugger sees his purpose as obsolete. No one has what I want or need. I have it all, I am too refined for such garbage.
This world, is on the way to a long time desired status of perfection.
Oh just pull this trigger and jump start life. Come on, be innocent of at least one contradiction.

Doradita

This party is dry.

Less

Reality forces me to wake from my dreams.

Side B

I recall a moment from my childhood; When I allowed the many backward philosophies of the human race to decimate my worldly naive euphoria.

Does direction really fancy commitment?

Letter to a dear friend..

In regards to human nature vs. free will, the door has been opened. Are we wired to desire? Are we conditioned to believe and desire material objects? Or, can we separate from our conciousness and analyze situations with no emotion, no lack of logic? I believe individuals can surpass "luck", and "genes". I don't believe we are pre-destined to do specific things. You make a choice, somethimes without being precisely logical, or rational, nonetheless YOU make a choice. There was no map written before the dawn of man that can account for the decisions you, friend, have made, or will make. Therefore, I believe it to be possible to achieve such a society where individuals can think logically and act rationally. Greed, power lust; these are all ideals humans have been conditioned to BELIEVE as inescapable.
I take a portion my ideals from the author and objectivist philosopher Ayn Rand. A bit of a background on her: She escaped Russia during the revolution of 1917. Rand was very anti- communism. Her writings are written with high regards to the individual and no regard to the collectivist society. A couple of her works that I have read are: The Fountainhead and Anthem. She also wrote, Capitalism: The Unknown Ideal.
I took her objectivist philosophy and applied to the ideal of communism, and came out with the base of an ideal that I follow. The individual must be selfish, (Rand also believed that selfishness is a virtue, which I know can sound absurd but read more into it:www.objectivistcenter.org/cth--406-FAQ_Virtue_Selfishness.as
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And, quit attempting to "do good", and living the selfless life. The individuals who do so; who live to do good for others, are not living for THEMSELVES. This way of thinking, the selflesness, does nothing for the individual, except hinder their own potential as a true asset to the human community. We can not begin living for each other, until we truely know how to live for ourselves. We must sacrafice the tags, the brands, the labels and the groups. The religion, the race, the class status. This is hinderance to the individual and to the human community on a MASS SCALE. The artists, the thinkers, the philosophers, the non- conformists are hardley appreciated because they rarely conform, they live for themselves, their ideals; their art. And they are the crazy ones? Because they pursue passion, seek truth and know how to appreciate their own attributes and can contribute to the human community. I believe, by seeking passion, which cannot be done unless abolishing the separation of class, social tatus, race, sexuality, sex, gender, religion; the individual will actually SEE what lies within themself. Realize that, and only then can genuinely contribute to the human community. Clothes, cars, money, name; does not shape a person, it creates segregation and ensures the demise of the human community. I will stop here for now. Check out that link and think about what I said. I don't understand how others can be so blind to this.